Hectic day today D: learnt some more things about something that I didn’t want to know but had to know for my own good. It seems a bit late now, but I think its time to let go of something futile – it’s not going anywhere, it’s not improving and by past experience, it certainly won’t be good to keep in the long run. And if I’m still doubtful about this matter, my horoscope says “its time to let someone go in your life”.
Everything that’s been going on lately has got me thinking about the true nature of humans. Even when you think you know everything about someone – that you just know that what you see is what you get – there is just that something you discover later that is the deal-breaker. There is just that small detail that has been overlooked, or maybe even cleverly disguised, that revolutionises your perspective of this person. It may be something you figured out accidentally, or something that somebody who learnt that lesson has taught you, but it will still be there. And as much as you wish that you never found that out, it can never be erased from your memory. As much as you push that thought deeper into your mind, it will resurface every time to bite you in the ass. But you don’t have to push that thought deeper and deeper down each time – you can just let it go. All the while knowing that it is there, you can let it go so that it doesn’t bother you anymore. And, suddenly, that bad resurfacing memory becomes nothing more than a deep hole in your past.
That’s right. I am no longer Switzerland.
On a happier (?) note, I made an emoticon for myself. I think it really looks like me and I like it :Z Also, yun is :Y and Samuel is :U hahaha and woody is :E
RKim :Z
I love you RKim. :)
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