don't ever let me go

well well well i have to do english speech for tomorrow, but ADRIAN still has my usb... which has my unfinished speech on it... what a GREAT excuse to play monopoly all night!

feeling quite bipolar lately - at recess, went crazy and tried to summon royce using my hand seals... then at lunch just wanted to sit down in the sunshine... don't think i want to soccer tomorrow - you know what this means crystal - PICNIC TIME!

bleugh life is gay nowadays. school pretty much sucks, and im getting a random mix of songs in my head. tending to sing randomly and drift off. DAMN YOU SOUL SISTER. TRAIN, GO EAT POO.

and i'm down
and troubled
and i need a helping hand :(
and nothing. oh nothing is going right

all you have to do is close your eyes and just reach out your hands and touch me.

science test was the most bullshit test i've ever done. spent last ten minutes making an intricate pattern on my desk with my rubber... when i had a minor epiphany:

if a homosexual person has a sex change, he/she becomes heterosexual!
in other words, you can change your sexuality by changing your gender... MINDFUCK

meh, i told you it was a minor epiphany

what about the promise that you made
to stay with me till your dying days
said you'd never go away
they're just THINGS THAT PEOPLE SAY.

i realised the best part of love is the thinnest slice and it don't count for much but i'm not letting go i believe there's too much to believe in

missing that special someone too much

-Rkim