when all i needed was a call

entering depression mode D:

always love your siblings - they are everything in your life. literally. who will be there for you when your parents pass away? nobody will stick by your side in hard times except your siblings. don't take them for granted. never. when they're gone, you will realise the emptiness of your house, of your life, and most importantly, you will miss their presence. absence makes the heart grow fonder? of course. but what people never realise despite this is that to make your heart fonder BEFORE they are absent. take this from me, build up a great relationship with your siblings and it will be worth it. otherwise, it will be too late when you've opened the door to their empty room and everything you ever remember about them comes rushing back to you. the memories you shared, the times you spent talking into the night, even their distinct scent. and when these do come rushing to you, you want these to be happy positive feelings. just don't let yourself regret it when you open the door to that empty room. if you do, you will never forgive yourself.

-Rkim